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some come into my life when i have everything together.
when i am in love with the world, witty, warm, brave, connected, real.
some don't. |
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at midnight, i look up from the gilbert sorrentino book that i've been reading under flashlight
and i notice that the dipper and north star have moved across the sky
and for the first time in my life i FEEL the fact that i am in motion, that everything is,
and simultaneously for the first time in my life i do not want to die, i remember how sad for years it left my daughter when her grandfather died,
and i don't want to leave her with a second sadness,
and for the first time in my life i understand why anyone would want to believe in reincarnation, and would want to come back to this world. |
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- Pointed Sticks - The Stranglers - Discharge - Brujeria - Bathory - Hammerfall - Talib Kweli - Diplomats - Yak Ballz - Tame One - Non Phixion - La Coka Nostra - Jimmy Cliff - Toots and the Maytals -The Specials - Madness - Bad Manners - Shai Hulud - Throwdown - American Nightmare/Give Up The Ghost - The Bronx - Assuck - Billy Bragg
i have so many goddamn thoughts. but every other second my stomach makes this feeling of excitement and my head is screaming, "YOURE MOVING TO THE DIRTY SOUTH!" i got big plans. heading to denver colorado on jan 2nd 2010( 26 more goddamn days). ill be in Denver around 8pm. Hanging with Timmy for a night then hitching (if timmy comes with) or amtraking to Winter Park where Cala and Rocco are. snow tubbing, snow ball fight, hot springs, mushrooms, adventures, whiskey cider. then me and rocco are going to hitchhike to denver airport on Jan 8th and fly to Austin Texas. haha Arriving there around 5pm. Taking a bus to wherever Sara is or Alexe is. Then Rock N Roll. as for love...i hear these broads tell me over and over that they love me. I'm just not into that sorta lovey lifestyle bullshit. I seek adventure not love. I rather hang out with my friends then hold someones fucking hand.
just so i can remember exactly what i was doing this very moment while i was writing this.. ive been in my room listening to bands i've never heard of to see if i can find a band to make me feel something. smoking really good weed that smells like a goddamn skunk and learning about what foods have antioxidants in them and what they prevent and ward off.
oh yeah and a couple days ago i lost my 15 job in the city. i usually always involves having sex too late and not waking up or drinking to late and not wanting to get up. |
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